Thursday, December 22, 2005

some old zen guy wrote this...


If you think the mind
That attains enlightenment
Is "mine"
Your thoughts will wrestle, one with the other

These days I’m not bothering about
Getting enlightenment all the time
And the result is
I wake up in the morning feeling fine!

Praying for salvation in the world to come
Praying for your own selfish ends
Is only piling on more and more
Self-centeredness and arrogance

Friday, December 16, 2005


"Gurdjieff, had come not to bring peace but a special kind of inner warfare and that his mission in life was to destroy men’s complacency and make them aware of their limitations. Only by such means, by what he called ‘conscious labours and intentional sufferings,’ was it possible to bring about their inner development."

Thursday, December 15, 2005

seeking enlightenment


What the ordinary seeker expects is something positive: ananda - joy, bliss. And this is what has been held out to him, all these years, as the carrot before the donkey. Which doctrine, which system offers more, is the usual choice before the seeker.

From my experience, I would very clearly tell the seeker that I do not know of any positive joy or bliss which does not very soon give way to misery and pain. All I would hold out before you is negative gain: if you are able to accept totally, without the slightest doubt, that all action, without exception, happens as an event which has to happen at that time and place, through a particular body-mind organism, according to God's Will - Cosmic Law, and is not an action done by any individual human entity, then that is enlightenment. What is the benefit of this enlightenment to the individual entity for whom this has happened? Very simply, since he is not doing anything at all, nor does anyone else either, he goes through the rest of his life without the slightest load of shame and guilt for his own actions and without any hatred and malice towards any other entity. A state of negation - that is all. And yet this state of negation is the very basis for peace and harmony: to be anchored in tranquility while necessarily facing life from moment to moment.
- Ramesh Balsekar